so what do you think
i know your brain's buzzing
with stories old and new
strangely it's like a riddle

what happened to the times i thought i knew
everything about everything

my blood honeys
i turn into a monkey
keyed into you, fitting
like glove, aftertaste of cinnamon

travelling with love
i leaped and jumped and found

our synchronised breathing, like the wheels of a caravan. 

I took a leap of faith.

I think of you occasionally. I miss your laughter. 

I like my hair blowing around my face, and settling down slowly. 

I feel crazy, as the world changes around me. 

It's nice, our eulogies are the same.

We can connect the dots and move across the universe. 

How to?
How to?

You come and go as you please, elusive night star

And I sway with you, your whims

I had a ball, I must say, with new love on my branch,

Friends, laughter, music and a fast, fast life.

I will remember and cherish every glorious morning and night

Every moment of camaraderie, every note of music, every doodle

And yes, my selfish love

Stands out like shiny green ink on a fresh new page.

I am not scared of losing this game anymore.

Humour will stand me in good stead.

Lonely nights, I won’t dread,

Will welcome them instead, with their dark cloaks and messy hair.

I wish my throat could swallow the hurt.

I wish I had the brains to analyse complex situations,

I wish you were ok, I wish you were here,

I wish you wouldn’t love me this madly.

I am just trouble.

afraid to break some bones?

Am I right in the things I am thinking, should I be even allowed to dream a little dream, sing a little song, hop skip jump fly taste?

I have a sun in my heart, shining crazily but I don't know what to do with it.
I have a friendly green monster to tame in my soul.

I think of you, your heart-shaped scar, but I let you fly away in bits.
I lie next to you, hearts beating in unison, dreams in focus, a whole lot of love.

Nowadays, I keep breaking into little pieces, as my best friends sail away. I feel rootless. I feel like scampering away to nowhere, where nothing can hurt.