you have turned me upside down.and I am topsy turvy.writing you a letter.the bluebird came down.asked for a worm.remain a stranger.bitter,weird.delved into you.sing me a song for sixpence.a lullaby.ask me to leave the kingdom.shall walk your path.count the stars in your sky.so tired.leaves have fallen.tired..tyres..crushing.no one.oneanother.eyes..stare.stairs leading to to the highway.red stare.void and null.zero clarity.zilch.synonimity.want.water.want.

Betrothal.

Trapped.killed inside.
The bird,plucked bare
Flutters its miserable little wings.
To fly into the night.
The yearning is palpable..
In the music of his heart.
It is dead now,lying hidden inside a heap of old ash.

The healthy,thriving,pathetic population survives.
Hardly mourns.

randomness yet again.

Well,I pierced my nose.On an impulse.just went and did it.I have been doing a lot of things on impulse these days.And oof,the heat is unbearable.even though when am in college,or anywhere else(read:footpath!)i rarely feel it.Today was a good day.after quite a few days of despondency,solemnness and reticence.Lots of us were sitting and playing nice,clappy games and making a complete fool of ourselves and loving it.Man,sometimes i really want to work my ass off.so that being immersed I forget everything else.planning to do that.results:well average yet again.what should one expect?listening to ONLY Dave mAtthews Band,Jimi Hendrix,And Norah Jones nowadays,weird mix.yeah.so.fuck off.I adore all O em.Have been suffering from intense bouts of loneliness,crabby moods and rudeness.well that's that.Was at J.U the other day.had phun.And that's THAT.

duck.

knotty messy
crappy life.
fill me with distaste.
let go.
retain peace.blow bubbles.
go green.
endless smoke.
insane laughter.
and a green tree.
over a grey footpath.
and the naive dog.