Drink to That.

I would like to apologize for all the smiles
when I thought that the sun would shine so bright,warming
one side of my face.
Beyond the dust am looking for something,beyond this circle,
I have a sore spot-something which I can't place,something which can't be real,something which is not happy.
I can't redeem.Or compensate.
I can't put on a fake smile.I can't not help.
Am no guardian angel or anything.
Am just an ordinary,commonplace person,beyond which I Can't see.
There is a sore spot.I can't place it yet.

The holidays have been wonderful..really.Had a glorious time..doing nothing,studying zilch..walking around,shooting little bits,getting high,being totally starry-eyed..but it's the end of it now.College is starting from Monday and the attendance-shit is bugging me.but to hell with that..what an amazing pujo i had this year..everything was very special indeed..and so the wonderful days deserve this tiny piece of post..i guess..
so long.
i have to get back to serious,hard work.
-sigh-