Struggle.

Two in the night.
Waking up:
I see the shadows creating myriad
Circles on the wall.
Wrestling with one another they mingle
With the tiny rings of smoke.
Thw wine red sky outside.
The nook of your elbow.Confused moments.
It's a battlefield outside;and a huge blank space inside.
Feel like stepping out of the brown shell.
I see in your eyes .......... hurt.
Without even realising,I am raking up old,dry,ancient leaves.