Saturday, May 21, 2011

I deleted the last post, because inevitably everything's pointless. I don't know if this too shall pass, and i don't know if I can ever be a ball of happiness radiating positive energy.
All I know is that something has broken. Something major has changed. Turned its back.
It's not that i am enjoying this. But I don't know what to do about it.
I wish to be patient, I wish to start liking myself and others around me.
I wish to talk, mystify, have a ball.
I wish to be brave. 

9 comments:

little boxes said...

i will say what they say.
"this too shall pass."

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Choi said...

@raskolnikov - wondering do i know you?

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Anonymous said...

raraarow ur boat

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Choi said...

thanks raskolnikov =)