This is not a good time. All my defenses are falling apart. I am completely, obsessively letting my better senses fly out of the goddamned window. I do not feel like meeting new people. Am suspicious, paranoid, and upset. (i hate myself right now, as i am complaining) All the happiness i felt is just dissipating, all the memories I repressed, they are all coming back. Worst, i feel unwanted. (though it is not true, and please do not think that am a hardcore attention seeker, because am actually talking to myself)
I am giving everyone a hard time, and I am so so sorry.
But worst of all, I am giving myself such a hard time.
Everything will be okay again, right?
5 comments:
ki hoechhe re?
yes everything will be ok....we all love you no matter what...unconditionally...we re here....love lots...biggg huugggg...:D
oye.didnt know you were on blogger.
its very very you, the blog.
so cheer up, sunshine. :)
@ puff : kisso na. nyakamo. =P
@ ishi : kissie. xD
@safdar : thankee! I loved your blog, bee tee dabloo! And am okay now.. now and then, I turn into a drama queen, you know. =P
Choi.
Hey thats ok....
one of those days and ways to vent out your anger...
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